Tuesday, February 28, 2006
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OK! today i went down for sch training..FINALLY.. cannot blame me larr..busy with school and stuff..and i realised alot of changes with the specs..that are no longer those whom i noe.. shld i say they are getting worse??
their attitude is bad..really badd.. i am disappointed..i was in the NCC room discussing the boot camp with a few of the specs..den they cant seem to be serious about it.. i tried not to say a ting..but they still carry on with their nonsense..in the end i got fed up and scolded them..i am not the type who likes to scold people lo..it is my first time scolding them lehh..HOPE it will be the first and last time i scold them.. hopefully they will change for the better..
ok..i admit.. the part As tis yr are good..hopefully can train them into some responsible ppl.. so that they wont quit halfway and stuff..
disappointed..really i am.
i am doing voluntarily work!! HELLO? i am here to help u all! and wad did i get in return?
go tink about it larr..
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 9:01 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
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EHH.. i finally went to book PPCDL practical test.!! FINALLY leh..after dragging for so long.. CONGRATULATE ME!!..hahahah.. go until SP lor..so damn far..somemore paid 52.50 dollars leh..lucky terence accompany me..den we were talking about AKE..so actually there's so many tings which i am kept in the dark??.
den we talked about NCC..about the different batches of CLTs..from 44th all the way to 50th..haiya..all the senior senior craps.. den after that i told him i not happy with him..dun tink they senior in batches den very big fuck meh?? how good are they?? don always criticise other batches of CLTs lo..they are not that good either..
and i was telling him wad type of people i dun like! ESPECIALLY THOSE IN FRONT OF U TREAT U DAMN GOOD..DEN BEHIND U STAB U LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS..WA SEHH.. i cannot TAHAN!! i will kill that type of people lo.. ASS la.. this type of ppl really damn ASSS!!. TMD.
CRAAPPP . ... . .. . . . .
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 5:07 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
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ok. yesterday was AKE prep.. air and land cadets..errmmm.. start of the prep cock up already.. strength and stuff wrong..den got lots of talks here and there..in the end 10+ den start the training..WTF MAN.. absolutely nonsense..i ahte tis larr..
den..so many capszie yesterday!! got one star liao lehhhh!! still capsize..WTH..den in the end i tis OIC have to go do rescue..not coordinate..-_-!!.. fuck la..i dun like tis..its total crap..
i really feel that all these preps have been a cock up.. the planning sux..the planning in done in the end will get changed..den wad for i plan? waste my time? waste my energy? waste my brain cells..
wads more? now i have so many helpers.. do u tink i need 50 helpers to take care of 150 cadets?? u tink wad?? need to feed them eat rice ah? one by one..WTF. crap again. why will have so many helpers lehh?? thanks to somebody larr. i am gonna kick out some of them..so too bad.. if u are not in AKE. dun blame me..
hais.. i am really not happy..not happy with my role..not happy with everyting.. den i asked 2LTa Brian if he tinks that the prep was damn cock up..he say NO..wa sehh..dun try to console me la.. i noe exactly wads going on lo..sucky feeling..sucky AKE.
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 1:39 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
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eh. today morning went down to HQ for ake meeting. den after that went to kallang for sea training.. i drive assault boat X).. so fun.. everyting went well until EDWIN!! he came out with a damn NON USABLE whaler..den in the end made me take whaler..basket sia..den i have to stay on shore to look after the damn whaler..haiyo..as usual..we stay back..do all the sai kang when the cadets go home..typical NCC..no longer the same.. ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZ
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 9:12 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
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KOK TENG KOK TENG!! EXAMS FINALLY OVER!! U MADE IT!! but exams results not out yet..hope can pass all bahh!! NO SUPP PAPER PLEASEEEEE!! HAH!! KOKTENG ROX X)
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:22 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
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THREE PAPERS DOWN!! TWO MORE TO GO!! JIAYOU KOKTENG!
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 11:06 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
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ok. tml is the start of my final exams..IF i go through it successfully, i will be promoted to poly year 2!. erm..but somehow i have a super bad feeling..so GOD BLESS ME!!..
sometimes i have a feeling that NCC is no longer a place for me. cuz its a place where there are more and more people whom i dislike? i tried to be nice. but in the end they will climb over my head. so. after all the tings done. i will still be blamed for some craps and stuffs. although the officers did not say it out, but nothing escapes from my eye. keeping quiet doesnt mean i am afraid or wad. i am juz trying to maintain a fairly nice relationship since all of us are into the same event and all hopes that it will turn out well.
helping out in tis yr ake is already a wrong move taken in the first place. and by taking up the post of the oic is the biggest mistake made. wads more? i have unreasonable people working with me. absolutely crappp. no one cares about the position i am in. so wad if i am the oic? i am still a human like u people. if u tink u r that good. take over my appointment. i will gladly let u have it.
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 2:57 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
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STRESS STRESS STRESS!!..back from AKE prep on sat..major cock up..shant say anyting..anyway..time flies..now is my study week! and den it will be my holidays..THIS SEMESTER IS SO SO SHORT! OMG..
and i am feeling so so restless..
KOK TENG!! JIAYOU!!
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 4:58 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
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OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! i am feeling so F***ED UP right now...how could i keep on losing and losing my things??!! arghhhh.. i juz topped up my ez link card..and i LOST IT! WTF MAN.. GRRRRRRRR..DAMN SWAY..SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 2:11 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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went to airport to send che che and rea off in the morning..woke up at 5am.. den louisa come fetch me to airport....sighh..so sad sia..they went off le..i will miss them.. tis morning the atmosphere is like so sad la..che che and rea is like crying?? can see that they cant bear to leave us..den amelia de boyfriend also going off..den she also crying sia..hais..now the work place will be much quieter with them gone..i also felt like crying sia..my eyes so watery..luckily i controlled my tears..
after they went in den we go off le..so early sia..den i took train to sch..reached sch at about 8? went for breakfast den went library to sleep..hahh..tired la..den after that went for tutorial lo..so fast..exams coming..and AKE prep starting..so many tings to do..siannnn..
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 6:24 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
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hah. i had my leadership test yesterday. it was SUCKY! prepare to FAIL..ahahah.. went sch early in the morning, studied with rash and lilin. den after that went to eat cup noodle sia.. wad to do? we are poor little kids.. =(..
after that i went to work.. veri long nv work liao.. cher cher and rea going off soon. so sad sia..they going back phillipines..supposed to celebrate after work one..den in the end never lo. cuz they went off le..they leaving on tuesday.tink i going to send them off bahh.
i reached home at 4am yesterday..cuz after work went for supper with louisa..at AMK central..hahah..so sad..she didnt get to eat her hokkien mee..
talked alot of crap during work yesterday..so funn..hah.. i oni slept one hrs ++ sia..slept at 4++..woke up at 6..to go temple to pray..juz reached home now..actually wanna go sleep de..but suddenly dun feel like sleeping..=D.
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 12:18 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
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I AM BLOGGING AGAIN!! =)..HELLO EVERYONE..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
holidays over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to sch again...which means exams gonna coming in no time!! = SIANN..
anyway..chinese new year is getting mroe and more boring for grown ups like ME!! wahahah.. but quite alright la.. i went to sentosa the day before..funnn.. played the sentosa luge.. woo..exciting man..but three rides for 15 dollars..quite ex.. =).. and and and..ang bao! i got much lesser =(.. oh yar..yesterday went visiting to chie ling's, kelvin's and victor's house..OG outing..vanessa went cl house..but left halfway..4 ppl.. pathetic...hahahhh..i miss the days in MI.. supposed to say the FUN-nest day i had..miss 05s3 and OG 24..hah..hopefully can have a chalet in march! =D..and kelvin's house! the little doggies so CUTE!! ESP THE BLACK ONE!! i like!!hahahah..he say wan to sell me 800.........ex sia....
and guess wad?? i am in sch now..thinking that there is a test at 10am..but its supposed to be 11? hahah..thanks to sabrina..........
k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:15 AM
