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Wednesday, August 31, 2005 _

omg..wad the hell.. i had a weird dream leh..haha..i dreamt that my gums were bleeding and all my teeth was so shaky and they dropped off..SO SCARY la..i woke up and quickly felt for my teeth leh..hahah..so funny la..luckily was juz a dream..so relieved u know? =)..
hahah..cant believe this type type of things happen to me..well..used to it..i cant escape from all these types of weird weird tings...


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 6:26 PM


Tuesday, August 30, 2005 _

yay..i got a new haircut today leh..hahahx..actually not veri new la..sama sama..
somemore look sucky lor..but the guy say is new hairstyle for me..ok lor..sui pian..eeeyerrr..
i am so proud of myself today..i ate one whole can of longan..hahahh..sian mah..sit down there..eat eat and eat lor..nth to do also..=).
actually morning fren ask me go TP study de..but lazy la..cannot wake up..so missed it..study myself.
exams coming..spec course..camp feast..so many tings..stressss..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 6:53 PM


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firstly..thanks rizal for always being there to lend me the listening ear..i noe u hear also hear until sian liao la..i always also say the same tings..but well..sometimes i myself also cannot control mahh..really thank u veri much for being such a great pal..i dont regret knowing u..=)
went back to AI for training today..the strength was so disappointing la..2/19 for part A..8/22 for part B and 14/26 for part C..how can like that??aiyerrr..next training dun disappoint me again ok?
instead of having training today..we had cadet-clt interaction..specs suggested handball..so we played..not bad..quite fun la..i enjoyed myself..today den i really interact with the part A and B..
lucky today kum fai never go down sia.if not jialat.
lucky CO not in sch too..
so..specs..u all better work out someting ok?
well.seems that the arguement between us can never be gone.have always been tis way..last time..now..and forever..really hope that someday..tings will go the right way..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 1:09 AM


Sunday, August 28, 2005 _

ehh..i slept at 5am today..hahah..lucky mum didnt know..if not jialat..den hor..stupid chang meng..eaely int he morning call me..stupid sia..8++ lor..people sleeping leh..can be more considerate a not?? lieww..
sad case..i sick today..sore throat..bad cought and running nose..cannot go out..sobb..mum ask me stay home..but nvm..slacked at home whole day sia..sian sian.
hah..funny sia..sometimes if tings are really meant that way..it will happen that way..if not no matter how much u do..it will still be the same..no use forcing..will oni make it worse..
talked to rizal juz now..had some counselling from him..hahah..he can be a counsellor next time liao =)..
ohoh..and alfred..ahahah..had Q and A with him..funn..and i finally cleared all my doubts..wahahah..
and i realised that being bored can make u KPO =))


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 6:48 PM


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wa seh.wad time liao? i still haven sleep lor..haha..fun fun..went for NCC day dinner..okok la the food..$5 nia..wad u expect..the portion hor..haha..nvm..shant say..after that took photos..i was kena strangled by 2LTA Tan la..lucky nv die..hahah..fun fun..i had fun...den cracked lots of stupid jokes..eHh!! haven even start dinner i kena bitten already..by jing yi!! once again..hahah.
i am WARNING u..dun ever touch zhi min's nose..she will twist ur hand..and pull ur ear and twist it..i experienced it..and its NO FUN!.hahah.pain sehh..see her small small size..actually so strong.hah.
after that went to orchard to slack..i forgot all bout kenneth!! SORRY!! ..we went walk walk in town lor..den i became someone's 'maid'..hahah..den boliao boliao go MAC sit down..talk cock..den edwin laugh veri evil la..veri funni also..like not enough strength to laugh lidat.haha.we sat there until around 12.45am..me layyian jamie alfred edwin and YY..haha..siaozers la we all..talk cock all the way..den i today crazy..talked lotas stupid tings..hahah..
but den..the oni bad ting that happened was that i dropped my wallet!! i was on cab going home la..den have to turn back to orchard..LUCKILY i found it back..someone picked it up..about my age de..see his face ah beng ah beng..like those xiao hun hun..but den he veri nice la..return the wallet to me..haha..DAMN HENG SIA...all my money, IC, class fund all inside lor..he veri funny la..know i look for wallet still joke with me..ask me to show him my IC first..heex..not bad worr..tis type of good guys now veri difficult to find le..
den after that went home lor..took cab with alfred and YY..fare was 24.50...so ex..midnight charge ma..wad to do..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 3:36 AM


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my friend's fren de cat.. veri heavy ..but cute la =) Posted by Picasa


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 3:35 AM


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eyes so big.. Posted by Picasa


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 3:34 AM


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sleeping.. Posted by Picasa


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 3:34 AM


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cute right?? Posted by Picasa


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 3:34 AM


Friday, August 26, 2005 _

..now i know how my fren had felt that time..
sometimes life is juz so .. so..
u will not know it until u urself have experienced it.
really.
and it will oni cause u more harm den good.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:29 PM


Wednesday, August 24, 2005 _

ohoh.goshh..
kokteng is lazy.yes he is
woke up late today.had to chiong cab to sch.so ex la.basket.
comskill collation was no fun.
crappy crappy.
kokteng was bullied.
by RX,LL,RASH AND CLARA.
kokteng is dumb.
dumbass.
yes he is.
dumb indeed.
wad a fool.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:24 PM


Tuesday, August 23, 2005 _

hey!!i had hell lots of fun today....hahahh..waiting..laughter..craps..jokes..oh my oh my..
the BEST ting is jonathan can DRIVE.and when he drives with a passenger like MAMA! it is gonna be so so fun
hahahahx.
okkk..anyway..today didnt start well la..cuz i had to wait wait wait.for u know...obvious la.always late de =)).
hahah..after that wait until from no rain until rain lor..so sad case right..den ended up have to walk in to AMQ in the rain la.
hahah..but no bad la..so cool..we never run leh..slowly walk..heehee..veri long never enjoy the rain le..FUN! =)
after that at AMQ.kena asked to do free labour la..basket sia..stupid meow..and kena targeted to do shit work lor.
phone bills veri ex leh..helloOoo..
poor jonathan was waiting for us for so damn long la.
hahah..den after that he sent me to see MAMA..where all the fun begun..=).
went out for dinner..but MAMA forgot his wallet..so in the end we didnt eat cuz we werent really hungry..
after that had to go back KSTC to get his wallet..den jonathan wanted to drive us to orchard..but he lost his way.
hahah..and MAMA was like so damn angry.cuz his gf waiting for him at home..lol..finally after that we found the way to orchard.
MAMA went home..me,layyian and jonathan went to eat dinner.
after dinner we sit down there talk cock..and gossipped..=D..
ehh!! i had a hard time persuading jonathan to send me home leh..
den in the end i gave up the chance lor..who asked me to be such a great fren =)))))


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:47 PM


Monday, August 22, 2005 _

heyy! today i pon lecture.POM.hohoho.i know i am bad la.
ehh..i got B for my CSA course work.not bad.but den so unfair la.why poly muz get 80 den is A?!
basket
anyway.stupid RX didnt wanna do comskill project today.
how could he right?
i have done my intro le leh..baskett..
hah.after that i went to AI for sch training.
i wear slippers.bermudas.hahahh.
den saw the CO la.
kena niao by him lo..
sad case.
hahahah.
hmm..sometimes i am wondering why i am doing certain things.
although i know that they are of no advantages to me
is all that i have done worth it??


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 11:00 PM


Saturday, August 20, 2005 _

hm.went down to HQ NCC today..for forum with commandant.
hahahh..i am so cool la..everyone wears no.3..oni i wear civi.
wa seh..meow meow super sarcastic.
asked me why i am so nicely dressed today..
idiot la..feel like slapping him lor.
obviously i kena shoot today la.
cuz wear civi mahh.
anyway..today forum boliao de.
talk bout NCC not equals SAF blah blah
all the punishment tings.
den some CLTs are juz so money faced.
and IRRITATING! =)
hehehh..after forum i went to play flying fox!!
oh my..it was fun..i jumped!
but den pain la.
that part u know.
hahahah.
after that went play pool with rh,tw,jk,jc, yy and siti.
den played lan.jk and jc and siti pang sehh..basket sia.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 11:40 PM


Friday, August 19, 2005 _

ehh..today com skill test..not bad worr.
i finsihed in time!!
so long lehh..=)..
i used two booklets..tink my handwriting too big la.
haha..
anyway..today macro econs lecture..
i got listen worr..
first time=)
and i understood!!..heeheehee..
after that i went down to AI for sch training..
not bad la..quite fun.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:27 PM


Thursday, August 18, 2005 _

am a bad boy today...
did not go for CSA lecture again..
ok..rash today veri vulgur..
hahahh.
now the class know that many people don like my best fren..
okk..SGT Pang did not give the money to madam esther..
good ting jamie asked me to call madam esther to confirm..
tml got comskill de submative test..
ohoh..heard that it was damn hard..
i tink i am dead..
aiyerrr..
tis feeling is really not good.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:47 PM


Wednesday, August 17, 2005 _

woo hoo..i passed my account test!! which was a miricle..hahahx..but den didnt really do well larr..sad casee.
anyway..today comskill..i got bullied again..i accidentally drew clara's pencil case..den she made me clean for her lor..hahah..so bad la her..always bully me..=(..
anyway..realeased at one..den meeting jamie at 3 at SP..so i dilly dally lor..in canteen slowly eat..finsih le still damn early la..den slack slack a while..after that i went to take train with hui min..she going jurong mahh..
ehh..reached SP at 2.45pm..i went all the way from TP to SP lor..hahah..jamie should feel honoured=))..i see alot of frens sia..saw edwin..den tse min..den azim.....talked a while with them..jamie came after that..she today super crazy la..talk all sorts of crap..ahahah..den me and edwin sort of ignored her=))..
eh..went to AMQ..den the two TERRENCE(S) there..VIKNESH also..hahh..funn funn..i went there write names and pay money lo..after that called layyian..actually wanna ask her some tings nia..den ended up talking..cuz sea office mahh..free outgoing..den she free incoming..hahah..so shui pian lo..i talk talk talk to her until madam esther go home..den hafta pass the money to SGT Pang..hahahh..too much fei hua to say le..
and hor!! SGT Pang aim me campfeast OIC leh..how can like that lo...evil sia..den i aim layyian 2ic..yay..can throw everyting to her=)))..hahah..fun fun..
me and jamie so lame..people all left le..den we still in SEA office drawing..hahh..we wrote a note for LTA Tan..den we draw sheep, cow and HIPPO!!..(okkk..the hippo is distorted la..thanks to her drawing skills......)
wanted to stay to see the new navy LTA..but he so late nv come den i zao le.
LTA Tan today on leave..wanna visit him also cannot sia.. =((


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 9:29 PM


Tuesday, August 16, 2005 _


MONEY JUZ ROX!! =))..me..the treasureer during CCN day..heavy responsibilities worr..u all want somee?? can share de.. =DD Posted by Picasa


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 11:42 PM


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wa sehh.. I SPRAINED MY ANKLE AGAIN!! wa laoOo..damn sad u kNOW?? almost recovering le..den sprained again..den now worse!!how how how..i tml still wanna go HQ one lor...-_-!!..die la like that..haisss.....


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 10:22 PM


Monday, August 15, 2005 _

OH MY!! look at the time now..and i juz finished my macroecons project..damnn..i hate marco econs..simply sux..
i suddenly realised there are a lot of tings which i have not done yet..POM, CSA, ECONS..later still got CSA excel de mock test leh!! and i have not even study yet!! i am dead meat.. die man.......
anyway..i had been a good boy today..woke up at 10 to help my dad tend the stall...i treasurer mahh..so down there help him collect money lor..hahah..putting myself to good use..=)..
damn..my ucler has not recovered yet..in fact its getting worse and worse..please recover soon!!.. i wanna eat and drink comfortably..
am tiredd.. thats all for today..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 1:38 AM


Saturday, August 13, 2005 _

SLEEPING ROX!! hahah..i slept till 12 pm today worr.. =)))))).
den hafta to porridge..ucler still haven recover yet..so damn pain la..
and it is getting bigger and bigger..
AND damn econs project..to hell with u...aiyerrrr...it is simply so IRRITATING!!
dunoo how to do lehhhh. HOW HOW HOW!!! deadline is tuesday..DIEEE..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 9:40 PM


Thursday, August 11, 2005 _

wa seh..tis few days so late den leave sch lor..ahahah..i tink i love sch so much sia..until don wan to go home..=)..
anyway..got back my com skill assignment..got 37/50..not bad la..but RASHIDAH got 40 la..den she so happy..hahahh..damm..
ehh..so fast sia..exams coming..projects dead line gonna be up soon..stress stress..
still got com skill de survey leh..so irritating la..
hate it man..
oh my oh my..ULCER DAMN PAIN!! SO BIG AND PAIN!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! its like a circle with about 1cm radius la..-_-!!
so happy..i am beginning to mix well with my frens..but..oni at the end of semester..wa lieww..regret sia..hahah.but well..its nice knowing them..
clara damn bad la..always bully me.....RX kena whack by me today..serve u right!! for anyhow spreading..=)))..den lilin..use water bottle whack me..pain sehh..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 8:33 PM


Monday, August 08, 2005 _

ok.i am tired.so i shall sum up everyting quickly.
morning went bbss parade..wet weather..sad case..saw cindy!! so coincidental sia..hahah..
den after that went back TP!.took cab lor..so ex leh..$21 ++
slowly changed from my no3 uniform to formal attire..got lotas time mahh..
den after that rehearse presentation den went makan mac.
presentation was alright..not bad..
after presentation took class photo
after that went bishan..met up with jamie they all..celebrate ZM belated BD.
i got bullied as usual..bitten by jing yi..scratched by jamie..whacked by zhi min
poor ting me.
after that went home.


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 11:48 PM


Sunday, August 07, 2005 _

ehhh..let me talk about wad happened yesterday..hahahh..i had fun chatting with my frens..ESP KUKU EDWIN!!..wahahah..he asked me go cck de training..den i pester him to wear uniform..he die die dowan to wear lor..how can sia..say wad his uniform yellow..den boots got mushroom..hahahh..crappy sia..den he say want pei me go buy creative de ear piece..yay..!..crapped with him whole day..fun sia..my entertainer..
den today..i went to sengkang to bring my cousin go soccer match den go beach road there..concourse for tution..wa seh..taxi wear added up to 40 dollars sia..
hmm..den guess wad?? i saw 2LTA TAN at concourse there lehh..hahah..so qiao lorr..funny sia..den he brought his cue stick go repair mahh..den hehave to wait for the person to repair..den see i so sian waiting for my cousin to finsih tution..he opened a table for pool..and played with me la..hahah..he so pro..thrashed me..haha..den i tyco win him a few rounds..wahahah..den he sadded la..say my tyco skill veri good..hahah..
ehh..i veri sad sia..he tell me that stupid ah beng posting him out of sea district soon..15th august..den got a navy officer coming..basket la..why stupid ncc always make tis type of changes de..he going ORD liao lorr..cannot let himm stay till the end mehhh..wa sehh..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 7:12 PM


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oh my oh my..why must tis type of tings always happen to me?? WHY out of so many people in singapore...i must be the one??....
tiredd..i reali am...ohohhh..wad shld i do......
can't sleep..gonna go work later..i miss work....


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 1:06 AM


Saturday, August 06, 2005 _

ehh..today i crazy la..woke up at 4.45 am..miricle leh i can wake up..ahahh..juz to go BBSS see their the duno wad awards ceremory..hahah..the parade cock up sia..all bcuz the guest of honour la..so late den come..den so many people faint la..today me rizal and layyian became more of medics sia..wahah..
anyway..after tat went BB mac and eat..den i went to change also..hahah..i bring bag so big sia today..machiam running from home..wa sehh..after makan went back TP..rizal went with us..cuz i pestereed him to la..but go to sch den i haf to do work le..so cannot entertain him..den he went find his fren..=D..feel a bit guilty la..ABIT nia hor..hahahax..
today CCN day..not bad..fun fun..i am the cashier lehh..all money i keep..wa seh..big responsibility sia..i still bring the money home sia..later kena rob..all jimmy's fault la..got wad meeting ..den cannot pass to him..anyway..overall was qutie happy la..did much better than i expected..
after that we 3pm started clearing le lor..how can sia..all the guys run duno go where die..left me and rx to clear oni..clever sia they all..
after clearing went play bball..hahahh..fun worr..rashidah's little brother is so cute la!!..omg..hahahh...
LOVE him sia..wahahh..
after that went home with layyian..didn't know she have fren to acc her sia..if not jiu let her go home herself le..hahah..met her fren..her godpa la she say..hahah..17 nia..but i see him like adult sia..hahah..


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 12:58 AM


Tuesday, August 02, 2005 _

sometimes i am wondering....really wondering about all those things that i have done..is it worth it or not..?? can someone tell me?? *puzzledd*


k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 8:37 PM




.intro_.
# Name : tAn k0k tenG #
# Date of birth : 10th Sept 1988 #
# Age : 19 g0in 20 #
# Schools: nChS #
# mShS #
# MI(toh tuck) #
# TP #


# Nicknames #
#laO k0k k0k#
#hIpp0 [by joel]#
#gaRn0 [by dine]#
#tenGtenG [by lil' girl]#
#eLephant#
#coNifErous f0rEst#
#amAz0n f0rEst#
#gorilla [by 05s3]#
#tKt [by m0st peEps]#
#kathy [by mel]#
MIA-ed from nCc..My GoD..poLy LiFe is nOt aS eaSy As i ThouGht. whAt arE fRens f0r?

.my l0ves_.
[sLeePing]
[my family]
[my frens]
[maKe NeW fRens]
[sLacKing]
[OG24]
[MI(05S30]
[mOneY]
[DOGS]

.my hates_.
[to be al0ne]
[baCkstAbbErs]
[hyp0cRites]
[pRouD aSs-eS]
[attitUdE pR0bs]
[)=myseLf=(]

.wish_.
[end SIP]
[tO gEt intO a U]
[at lEasT B for ALL GraDes]
[tO geT a jOb SoOn]
[aKe gO oN sMoothLy]
[(=hEr=)]
[hEr to bE hapPy aLwAys]
[sCh sTarTs sOon!]
[tO gO wOrk]
[bEtta c0mputeR]
[line not prepaid!]
[nEw hP]
[mP3]
[LeSs NCc actiVitIeS]
[paSS pPcdL]


.rant_.



.exits_.
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|`supernumerary|
|`layyian|
|`jinchuan|
|`melissa|
|`andrew|
|`cindee|
|`nessa|
|`chelmin|
|`rebecca|
|`amanda|
|`siying|
|`dine|
|`yuhui|
|`edeline|
|`zhiping|
|`deborah|
|`hua jie|
|`jing yi|
|`jamie|
|`chinwoo|
|`chieling|
|`kenneth|
|`tarmizi|
|`huimin|
|`jiahui|
|`weikei|
|`suzanne|
|`kartini|
|`cally|
|`yeeling|
|`qing|
|`dominic|
|`khalisah|
|`hazariah|
|`suhailah|
|`farah|
|`jiexi|
|`likha|
|`ammarah|
|`xinren|
|`shaniszah|
|`jason|
|`chia|
|`benjamin|
|`zeng jingyi|

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The Keys to k0ktenG's Heart
He is attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, he feels the most alive when things are straight-forward, and he is told that he is loved. He'd like his lover to think that he is optimistic and happy. He would be forced to break up with someone who is ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. His ideal relationship is lasting. He wants a relationship that looks to the future... one he can grow with. His risk of cheating is zero. He cares about society and morality. He would never break a commitment. He thinks of marriage pessimistically. He think happy marriages don't exist anymore. In this moment, he thinks of love as something he thirst for. He'll do anything for love, but he won't fall for it easily.
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