Sunday, February 26, 2006 _

ok. yesterday was AKE prep.. air and land cadets..errmmm.. start of the prep cock up already.. strength and stuff wrong..den got lots of talks here and there..in the end 10+ den start the training..WTF MAN.. absolutely nonsense..i ahte tis larr..
den..so many capszie yesterday!! got one star liao lehhhh!! still capsize..WTH..den in the end i tis OIC have to go do rescue..not coordinate..-_-!!.. fuck la..i dun like tis..its total crap..
i really feel that all these preps have been a cock up.. the planning sux..the planning in done in the end will get changed..den wad for i plan? waste my time? waste my energy? waste my brain cells..
wads more? now i have so many helpers.. do u tink i need 50 helpers to take care of 150 cadets?? u tink wad?? need to feed them eat rice ah? one by one..WTF. crap again. why will have so many helpers lehh?? thanks to somebody larr. i am gonna kick out some of them..so too bad.. if u are not in AKE. dun blame me..
hais.. i am really not happy..not happy with my role..not happy with everyting.. den i asked 2LTa Brian if he tinks that the prep was damn cock up..he say NO..wa sehh..dun try to console me la.. i noe exactly wads going on lo..sucky feeling..sucky AKE.

k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 1:39 PM

.intro_.
# Name : tAn k0k tenG #
# Date of birth : 10th Sept 1988 #
# Age : 19 g0in 20 #
# Schools: nChS #
# mShS #
# MI(toh tuck) #
# TP #


# Nicknames #
#laO k0k k0k#
#hIpp0 [by joel]#
#gaRn0 [by dine]#
#tenGtenG [by lil' girl]#
#eLephant#
#coNifErous f0rEst#
#amAz0n f0rEst#
#gorilla [by 05s3]#
#tKt [by m0st peEps]#
#kathy [by mel]#
MIA-ed from nCc..My GoD..poLy LiFe is nOt aS eaSy As i ThouGht. whAt arE fRens f0r?

.my l0ves_.
[sLeePing]
[my family]
[my frens]
[maKe NeW fRens]
[sLacKing]
[OG24]
[MI(05S30]
[mOneY]
[DOGS]

.my hates_.
[to be al0ne]
[baCkstAbbErs]
[hyp0cRites]
[pRouD aSs-eS]
[attitUdE pR0bs]
[)=myseLf=(]

.wish_.
[end SIP]
[tO gEt intO a U]
[at lEasT B for ALL GraDes]
[tO geT a jOb SoOn]
[aKe gO oN sMoothLy]
[(=hEr=)]
[hEr to bE hapPy aLwAys]
[sCh sTarTs sOon!]
[tO gO wOrk]
[bEtta c0mputeR]
[line not prepaid!]
[nEw hP]
[mP3]
[LeSs NCc actiVitIeS]
[paSS pPcdL]


.rant_.



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|`benjamin|
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The Keys to k0ktenG's Heart

He is attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, he feels the most alive when things are straight-forward, and he is told that he is loved. He'd like his lover to think that he is optimistic and happy. He would be forced to break up with someone who is ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. His ideal relationship is lasting. He wants a relationship that looks to the future... one he can grow with. His risk of cheating is zero. He cares about society and morality. He would never break a commitment. He thinks of marriage pessimistically. He think happy marriages don't exist anymore. In this moment, he thinks of love as something he thirst for. He'll do anything for love, but he won't fall for it easily.