Sunday, March 27, 2005 _

------->i am sad..sad that the trust u have in me is gone..i am angry..angry with myself for not tinking before doing certain tings..i am filled with regrets..regret for doing such a ting..i am sorry..sorry for doing such a childish ting..
i promise that such tings will never happen again..
really at a loss now..i do not know wad to do..reali wish that i can atone for my mistake..i admit that i am bad at expressing myself..somehow i wish i could turn back the time..and back to the happy times..

been out tis few days..went to east coast yesterday..rained heavily..bad day..cycled,bowled, blah blah..out there with me classmates..spent lotsa money tis week..hafta start saving up oreadi..

k0ktenG' rockk-ed at 7:16 PM

.intro_.
# Name : tAn k0k tenG #
# Date of birth : 10th Sept 1988 #
# Age : 19 g0in 20 #
# Schools: nChS #
# mShS #
# MI(toh tuck) #
# TP #


# Nicknames #
#laO k0k k0k#
#hIpp0 [by joel]#
#gaRn0 [by dine]#
#tenGtenG [by lil' girl]#
#eLephant#
#coNifErous f0rEst#
#amAz0n f0rEst#
#gorilla [by 05s3]#
#tKt [by m0st peEps]#
#kathy [by mel]#
MIA-ed from nCc..My GoD..poLy LiFe is nOt aS eaSy As i ThouGht. whAt arE fRens f0r?

.my l0ves_.
[sLeePing]
[my family]
[my frens]
[maKe NeW fRens]
[sLacKing]
[OG24]
[MI(05S30]
[mOneY]
[DOGS]

.my hates_.
[to be al0ne]
[baCkstAbbErs]
[hyp0cRites]
[pRouD aSs-eS]
[attitUdE pR0bs]
[)=myseLf=(]

.wish_.
[end SIP]
[tO gEt intO a U]
[at lEasT B for ALL GraDes]
[tO geT a jOb SoOn]
[aKe gO oN sMoothLy]
[(=hEr=)]
[hEr to bE hapPy aLwAys]
[sCh sTarTs sOon!]
[tO gO wOrk]
[bEtta c0mputeR]
[line not prepaid!]
[nEw hP]
[mP3]
[LeSs NCc actiVitIeS]
[paSS pPcdL]


.rant_.



.exits_.
|`AIssNccSea|
|`supernumerary|
|`layyian|
|`jinchuan|
|`melissa|
|`andrew|
|`cindee|
|`nessa|
|`chelmin|
|`rebecca|
|`amanda|
|`siying|
|`dine|
|`yuhui|
|`edeline|
|`zhiping|
|`deborah|
|`hua jie|
|`jing yi|
|`jamie|
|`chinwoo|
|`chieling|
|`kenneth|
|`tarmizi|
|`huimin|
|`jiahui|
|`weikei|
|`suzanne|
|`kartini|
|`cally|
|`yeeling|
|`qing|
|`dominic|
|`khalisah|
|`hazariah|
|`suhailah|
|`farah|
|`jiexi|
|`likha|
|`ammarah|
|`xinren|
|`shaniszah|
|`jason|
|`chia|
|`benjamin|
|`zeng jingyi|

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The Keys to k0ktenG's Heart

He is attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, he feels the most alive when things are straight-forward, and he is told that he is loved. He'd like his lover to think that he is optimistic and happy. He would be forced to break up with someone who is ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. His ideal relationship is lasting. He wants a relationship that looks to the future... one he can grow with. His risk of cheating is zero. He cares about society and morality. He would never break a commitment. He thinks of marriage pessimistically. He think happy marriages don't exist anymore. In this moment, he thinks of love as something he thirst for. He'll do anything for love, but he won't fall for it easily.